It’s nerve wrecking knowing my craving is insatiable at the moment.
It’s frustrating to say the least.
Wait is a word that has never worked well with me and I don’t plan on starting now.
I crave love, simple as that.
Why is it taking so long?
Did I do something wrong that I don’t deserve love?
Am I so damaged It stands before my eyes but I can’t see.
I am I so focused on what kind of love I need I don’t realize I am loosing?
Should it hurt this fucking much?
Or I am just that socially awkward that I don’t deserve love?
Kindly believe me, I know none of that crap above is true.I crave love cause I know he craves it too.I thought that I could be invisible to my canal crave and not just my crave for love but here I am, ain’t I?Here I fucking am…. I crave love and until then,I won’t stop. 🙃
