So I recently just left a relationship I had been in through out the year and let me just say it was one hell of a rollercoaster. (p. s, I’m not exactly sure where this post is heading too, I just missed writing so). Anyway, from the outside, nobody would realise I was ever in a relationship in the first place because I didn’t need it to be under my public domain’s scrutiny. I can’t say my experience then was all rainbows and unicorns, nothing close actually but I did have certain sunny days. Like for one, I didn’t exactly have to worry about getting some because I mostly got it nearly everyday. Am a needy female btw. I don’t want to go into detail about it but I just want to acknowledge that it’s changed me now. I look at certain aspects in a relationship different than I did before and not most of them are a breath of fresh air. I guess it comes with realizing you were giving it your all and receiving merely nothing. Am not bashing my ex ,not exactly but it’s not the point. I’m not even sure what the point is really anyway 🙄. Lesson learned, don’t settle for any less than what your giving. Effort is a two way street.
Am about to get some shut eye. Goodnight and Happy Halloween .