Hello Hello little angels… That’s what I would be calling you if people actually read my blog but majority just don’t know what their missing…(my subconscious has started off the new year a little obnoxious 🙄)…Anyways, Happy New Year guys. I hope your year ended with glamour and excitement for the new year. Mine wasn’t anything fancy as it always is. I was in my home wrapped up with a warm blanket on the couch and when the clock hit twelve, my family said a prayer to welcome the new year and that was that.
So I don’t really feel different despite it being a new year but, I do intend to change a couple things about myself over the year that I hope to achieve and experience.Let’s be honest here, nobody experienced any drastic changes the minute the new year begun so let’s not play ourselves by saying we already feel different and all that crap… I don’t believe it works like that.
I didn’t make new year’s resolutions. I tried it last year and they were long forgotten before the first three months so I settled with the fact that it’s just not my thing. Though I chose to instead make a to-do list for the new year. There is a very distinct difference with resolutions which are things one chooses to change and do differently from the previous years.I’m calling this my year of blooming 🏵. I want this year to be the year I let loose a little and stop being so stuck up as well as cooped up in my shell. The first couple things are a little basic but they are still things I want to do. For starters, I want to open a bank account for myself. Yes, it’s my first bank account 😐, please don’t act so surprised for y’all who opened theirs early. I wanna save up for some of the other things I want to do over the year. Second and very important thing I want to do is learn how to swim. Que the shock sound track 🥁….😱😱yes ,I don’t know how to swim to save my life, literally and figuratively 🤥.I can not so proudly say that I have been in a swimming pool only once in my life and that was possibly over ten years ago. I definitely need to learn how to swim for that mere reason.
For the exciting part of me blooming, you gotta know my sexual life won’t be a miss in this 😋. So I am gonna make a confession here that probably only two people know about. I am highly attracted to slightly older guys. This is not a case of sugar daddies and stuff, nah…. Don’t get it twisted. I am currently twenty years old and if I had to choose between my prospects of whom I would date between a guy my age and a guy who is in the age group of twenty six to thirty, the younger guy goes. There are a couple of reasons why I find slightly older guys more promising than guys my age. I won’t really go into detail of why but we gotta give it to them, they are more appealing and mature. Not petty and not as intrigued by meager things like weed. Yes, I said it…its unappealing to me how all that seems to matter to guys my age is how good they can roll a blunt or how many blunts they can smoke in a day. It’s anything but sexy to me. I’m looking for a man enough to give me a child and one sober enough to raise one. I haven’t had an experience with a slightly older guy before but with this being my blooming year ,it’s definitely something I want to give a shot at. This will probably sound cliche’ as it can get but this girl needs a MAN in her life.
Finally, I want blooming for me to really get me out of my shell. I am not the most extroverted person. I can be social but I cower away when I feel intimidated by a certain group of people or too many strangers and it doesn’t help that I enjoy my solitude a little bit more than I should. I want to get out a little bit more, make more friends (worth my while kind of friends). I want to most especially travel more and visit new places. I am turning twenty one this year and it feels a lot like the year when the universe gives you a wake up call that you don’t have forever to sit on your dreams and aspirations and I’m gonna accept that call. I want to go out to a club and have a couple drinks and dance my very stiff body….Again ,yes 🙄I have not been to a single club or house party since I joined campus. For one, that’s not my social scene ;I am too scared to go on my own 😣 and I don’t have fun friends to accompany me. I want to go in a not too skimpy dress 👗 and get buzzed🍸 and sway my body to whatever beat that’s playing in the club. All these are how I want my new year to be. This is how I want to bloom. Am a ripe tiger lily waiting for the morning so I can let loose my petals to the beautiful morning sunshine and my sunshine is the beginning of the new year. I welcome you along to enjoy with me this beautiful new experiences I want to venture in and I can assure you, you won’t miss out on a thing. 😜